Today, so many decisions to make. A duel of a YES or NO. Gaaaaaaawdd!! I need some wisdom!! I sucks in decision making, but I need to make up my mind and choose what I really want.
Many things had been happened. Tough times and the crying all day. Neither good or bad. Whether it makes me smile or cry. Inspite of all the unlucky days and bad lucks keep coming into my life. I always look on the positive and brighter side of the day. Keep saying myself that 'Everything happens for a reason' even though sometimes I wish I knew what the reason was. There is a reason for good and for bad, a reason for happiness and sadness. Sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair but in reflection you realized that without overcoming those obstacles you have never realized your strength and will power.
I believe in God and personally it means that everything happens in our lives, God has a meaning and better plans for us. He doesn't make mistakes. Well, that's what I think. :) The success and downfalls that I experience can create who I am and bad experiences can be learned from...which the truth is, it the most poignant and important ones that leaves a special space in my heart and mind. A memory that I'll never forget. Without these small tests, life would be like a smooth road, straight and flat to nowhere, safe and comfortable but dull and pointless.
'The harder the game, the greater the prize' That's how life works. Do not be afraid to feel pain, to experience failures, because it's normal. We are humans and we have feelings. That's life. The awesome thing about pain is that when we make it through, we carry valuable lessons and wonderful experiences with us. This things make us strong and to stand again and ready to fight for a new battle to come.
Cliche as it may sounds, there's always a rainbow after the storm. At the end of the tunnel, there's always light. Every cloud, indeed, has a silver lining.
And now, I just PRAY.PRAY.PRAY. asking for God's guidance and wisdom in every decisions and choices I will make. So, this day is just another round of moving forward! Keep Fighting and never say never! Good vibes! :D
When you fall down He will pick you up. When you cry, He will wipe your tears and make you smile. But He can not help you if you don't ask him. He can not help you if you believe in yourself and not believe in Him that He can solve it for you. He can help you if you refuse Him.
I believe in You Lord.
And I know, Everything will fall in its proper place.
I let go. And You are God. I BELIEVE.